Dear God what would men do without us?
Yesterday and today I have somehow developed a thing called... ALLERGIES! My head is stuffy, my nose is dry.... BOOOOO... But, yay for me, it escalated to a full on fever! 100.2
I never get sick... I never feel affected by the latest bug or allergy... Now Im fighting a fever, an allergy attack and my own anxiety because I just hate being sick!
I wonder if anyones husband is really available when you feel yucky... Kenny tried his best but I spend the evening picking out dinner, showing how Jax eats dinner, drawing his bath, fixing his bottle and now hes asleep in my arms....So when does mommy get a break? I quickly realized that Im not allowed to be sick...and I dont get a "break"
I love my hubby to death but when it comes to everyday life he could care less what i do.. Not because hes a jerk or anything, he just doesn't understand what it takes to do the dishes, laundry, dusting, sweeping.... lol until I became sick and left the chores off of the "to do" list for 1.... ONE day.....
He has now learned how MESSY he is... ONE DAY and he literally said to me "It looks like my clothes jumped off my body"... yes, I see piles of where he got undressed every day.. lol
The tough part is when you feel like youre not an effective mommy... I'm sick..
Im tired
But its almost as if he thinks i'm lying... like I'm making excuses to get out of taking care of the baby... he rolls his eyes when I say, hey i'm in pain... (not only am I sick with a fever I'm cramping from my damn period)... Dad's dont get it..
Well rent is paid and hes currently out buying more formula even thought he said he didnt want too... I guess I kind of won the batte. lol but I would do anything to break this fever... ugh..
prayers for me would be nice... but PLEASE, before me, say prayers for my friend Laura Mussleman, whos mother passed away on wednesday..
All my love,
xoxo
SaraH
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